i do love him..but i'm not ready yet..

recently byk kn post2 kt FB yg sweet2 ckp psl kawen2..
psl b'cinta lps kawen, n etc
adoii...tgk mmg sweet, tp when its cum to me...
rse cm xcomfort pulak..iisshh..pelik r ak nih..
n surprisingly si dia teeetttt...tagged ak at 0ne of da post..
mmg rse sweet la..cm nk pengsan pon de..
yeala kn, sume housemate2 bce pulak..
mau nye xheppi n blushin wink3..;P
tp sgt la daring ok post 2..
dlm ati ak da confuse n serba slh..
addoii...mmg la dat things yg i'm waiting for a l0ng time ago..
tp ble die da express bnde 2..
rse cm nothing pulak..
is dis b'coz of mr.C (bkn nme sebnr)
aaddesshh...npe la ak bole knl ngn die..
klu x, mesti ak xconfuse n serba slh dgn mr.M (bkn nme sebnr)
tp xbole slh kn mr.C pon..
he know nothing...ay0yoy0yyoo
da thing become more complicated ble..
ak lak engt kt mr. H g..
ayaiyayai..da bersegi-segi da relationship nih..
tp frankly to say mmg kesian kt mr. M (bkn nme sebnr)
die da ready enuf, but me....
tp walau mcm mne pon...
ak ngn mr. C xde pape feeling pon..
juz, die pndi sembg n tackle ak r..
n xboring sembg ngn die..
n we became close ble everyday gdh mesti psl mr. H...
gdh manje2 la kon0n..
ngeh3..tp yg xbestnye...ble mr. C salu msg2 ak..
time2 tu la mr. M pon keep SMSing me..
before nih xde sgt pon..(salunye ak jek yg salu stat SMS die dlu)
rsenye maybe sbb die nmpk wall post n comment 2 ak ngn mr.C kt FB kowt..
awk2, sye xde pape la ngn mr. C 2..
we're juz fwen , plus he was my dad's subordinate b4 dis..
n ktorg sau sembg2 psl mr. H yg sye adore dlu 2..
dats it...tp honestly awk, sye mmg xready nk c0uple ngn spe2 pon..
da la ak nih cpt SAYANG kt org..
nk i'm not dat innocent n loyal..
L.O.V.E from Raihanah Athirah